.

Sinking-BoaT

2010-05-20T16:59:00.000-07:00

Ookey?!
so i'm a liar now,i've changed or wht ?!
do i miss her,or i just don't care?!
she totally forgot me,or i just forgot my self ?!
i guess everything was harder than i thought!
even harder than saving our damaged-sinking boat!
it wasn't a relation-ship full of love
it was a love-ship full of relations
there was happiness...there was sadness
like any other ship,there was fighting,there was peace
when we ended a part,we asked our hearts
then we got back again to calm the fighting flame
But at the shore,the ship sank
we saw the land and i graped her hand
when the waves threw us out
there was a second of doubt
what have changed?!
we have lost something there!
was it the ship?!
or its love?!
maybe our relations?!
i should ask my heart about that..
but where was it ?!
and then the second of doubt vanished
and the evanescence began
with the sound of cracking
everything went blur
and i wasn't sure...about wht i should do!
but now i know..i can do nothing but letting this go
letting this fade
because unfortunately thats my life,My destiny,my fate

WhaT I WorTh

2010-03-07T09:12:00.000-08:00

DO I Deserve This
Is IT Us Is WhaT You Miss !
I Asked For AnyThing To Clean My Mess
You Didn'T Know My Feelings You Couldn'T Guess
I Need You I Need a Princess
I Need You I Need a BreaTh
All You Are Giving Me
Is ForgeTTing And Maybe Less
Is RegreTTing And Maybe DeaTh
Now Tell Me NoThing To Make Me Worse
BuT Tell Your Self WhaT I WorTh

An EmpTy Mind

2010-03-04T15:26:00.000-08:00

An EmpTy Mind
Isn'T Hard To Find
When You Run & Hide
Leaving Me Behind
Crawling Blind
Leaving My Side
Dark & Wide
MAking a Divide
Deep Inside
Losing My Bride
For YOur Pride
HAving a Ride
WiTH A Slide
WiThouT a Glide
You GoT OuT Side
You Couldn'T Decide
Is IT Me YOur Guide
Or JusT A Snide
THaTs Why You Have lied
And Cried
And ThaTs Why I Have Died
And Fried

How Could I !

2010-02-25T08:36:00.000-08:00

How could I DO This To You!
You Loved Me And I HurT You
You Loved ME ANd I WanTed More
You Loved Me And I Was STupid From THe Core
I'm Sorry And I Will Always Be
How Could I Be So FilThy!
I Never MeanT IT ThaT Way
Now I'm JusT AsTray
WhaT If We Can Change All ThaT?
WhaT If We Can GeT Back To The STarT?
WhaT If We Could?
We Have To Give IT A Try AT LeasT We SHould
Can'T I Have A Chance?
JusT For A Glance
I Will Make IT RighT
I Will Make Our Love Goes WhiTe
How Can I Make IT Up To You?
I Knew My MisTake And Changing IT Is WhaT i Do
I Said I'm Sorry
Can'T You JusT Don'T Worry!
Can'T You Remember How We Were!
How In EachOthers Eyes We Used To STare
Can'T You See!
I Need You And You Need Me
I Love You And You Love Me
Can'T You See?
I RegreT WhaT I Did
I RegreT My ThoughTs I RegreT IT
I Can'T LeT You Go
AfTer Loving You I Can'T LeT You Go
I WonT Be The Same
AfTer Loving You
I WonT Be The Same
AfTer Loving You
I WanT To STarT Again...
[I'm SorrY]

ComplicaTeD

2010-02-22T09:22:00.000-08:00

Losing My Mind
Rolling On Your Side
Facing The Loss
Hiding From Your Eyes

Drinking My Blood
Dying Is a Dud
EaTing My Flesh
Looking At Your Lies

FighTing WiTh My Soul
Making a HearT-shaped Hole
Taking My HearT To You
Giving You IT As a Surprise

Dropping a Tear
Running In Fear
Firing My Skin
Being UnWise

FrusTraTing My Self
Killing An Innocent Elf
Feeling Confused
Dreaming To Rise

SHaking My Head
Falling From My Bed
Knowing The TruTh
Trying To Realize

Choices

2010-02-13T09:03:00.000-08:00

STanding Alone
ThaT Sound Like A Repeating Tone
You Saw IT Coming
BuT STill IT Was Your Choice

Laughing OuT Loud
Falling On THe Ground
This May Be AcTing
BuT STill There Is HappineSs In Your Voice

Running In a Circle
TO Escape You Need a Miracle
BuT YOu WonT Gain IT WiThouT Trying
And You WonT gain IT WithouT ForgeTTing

Changing Your Mind
TO a SisTer From A Bride
& YOu Are STill Running
And You Aren'T RegreTing

Look AT You Miss
You Look Like a Mess
You STopped Thinking
And You May Be Sinking

Don'T You Miss Us
Or JusT Missing Your Class ?!
Now Promises Are Breaking
ANd Our Memories Are a Ruined PainTing

ThinKing In WhaT
FiniShinG WiTh "BuT"!
Do You Even Know WhaT You WanT
Or JusT Thinking abouT WhaT You Don'T

Sacrificing My Life
To Win This Strife
And Take You As My Prize
Will You Come WiTh Me ?!..Or You Won'T

Fading Slowly...

2010-02-13T03:13:00.000-08:00

I Feel You Disappear
There Is Unbalanced Tear
Come Back,Show Me Your Smile
Come Back,While I BreaThe

I See You Running
And You Are So Cunning
JusT WaiT,Look In My Eyes
JusT WaiT And Calm Down My SeeThe

If You Are LosT
I Can SHow You The Way
I Will Lead You Home
I Will Give You My Room

If You WanT To Run
I Will Be Gone
If You WanT To STay
Then Come Back And Lay

Don'T Go
Like MonThs Ago
One Day You Are Mine
And The NexT You Don'T Know !

Is ThaT IS WhaT You WanT ?
IS THis Is Your Real FonT ?
You Don'T Know ANy Thing
ANd ThaTs Why I DOn'T

Now You Are Free
I Can Feel You WiThin Me
YOu Are Flying Like A BuTTerFly
BuT Wierd I Can See You Cry !

WraTh

2010-01-02T00:28:00.000-08:00

WraTh
I Keep Hiding IT
IT Got OverFlowed
I Keep avoiding IT
I Don'T WanT To Remember ITs Pass Code
I Keep Running From IT
Because Its Freedom Will DesTroy The Road
I Keep EmpTying IT
Because I Have An OverLoad
I Keep Ignoring IT
BuT My HearT Is ITs Abode..!

RunninG..

2009-12-29T23:50:00.000-08:00

I've Been Running After You
I'm Calling Your Name
But YOu Are STill Running !
& I Don'T Know What To do !

I'm Touching Your Hand
But You keep Buzzing Me Off !
Like Dirty Sand !

I'm looking InTo Your Eyes
But You Avoid Me Every Time !
Like I'm a Bunch of Flies !

I Stopped Running..
I said " I LOVE YOU "
YOu stopped Running..
& You looked At Me
& said " But me,I Don'T Think So "

I said " I'm SorrY "
You Whispered " I'm not..,Don'T WorrY " ..!
You killed me wiTh Your look
I asked " Why? "
You Answered " I Don'T Care "
In a painful voice I said " YOu never Cared ! "
You easily talked & said " ThaTs Fair "

& You Ran Away
& Here We Are Back To the Old Day
Running After You...& Don'T know What Else To Do !

You DOn'T Care

2009-12-24T17:09:00.001-08:00

Obviously You Don'T Care
THis Is So Fair
HaTred Is All You Could Share
WiTh Your Evil Look Down Your Hair
You Threw My HearT In The Air
I Couldn'T beware
From This NighTMare
In My Eyes I Feel Scare
In My Eyes You Couldn'T STare
Cause You Know That All You Will See Is Dispair
You ForgoT Me,I Swear
You WanT To Go SomeWhere
WhaT Matters To You Is To Be clear
From THe Things You Could'T Repair
And Leave No Feelings There
Now Do You Dare To Say That You Don'T Care ?!...

Never RegreT IT

2009-12-11T03:27:00.000-08:00

I Hide My feelings Into Holes
I DOn'T Know What To Do With It
My HearT & Blood are Tunring Into STones
Thats Not What You Have MeanT
ColdneSs Is Taking Over My Bones
& My HearT beCame For Rent
I Have LosT My Goals
For SomeThing I Can'T Get
I Have LosT AloT Of SoulS
That WenT Down From Your HiT
I Have DOne THousands Of Rolls
JusT Searching For A Hint
Now I'm Surrounded With Walls
RememBering When We Have MeT
LiGHts In Ur Eyes Was Calls
Calls That I'll Never RegreT
& Life OpeneD To Me Its DoorS
To CaTcH Me In This WonderFul NeT
To Make Me GO InTo My Wars
BuT I Haven'T Won YeT
BuT YOu Have No Flaws
SO I'll Keep Loving You Till I GeT It
Till I Fix These Holes
& Tell You I'll Never ForgeT IT
I'll Never RegreT IT
Cause YOu Are The BesT
I LovE You & I Love When You FelT It

a HearT Torn a ParT

2009-12-11T00:48:00.000-08:00

-Me-
I'm A Lonely Guy
Who Asks Why !
Who Can Never Lie,
Never Fly HigH
N Never Touch Th Sky,
Whose HearT Became Dry
N Nw I Should Sleep N Die

-Forgiveness-
IS Wht I Need
Wht I Bleed
Ur Dead Seed
N Wht U Can'T Lead

-Forgetting-
Is Wht I'll Never DO
I'll Never Forget You
Cuz U R So True
N MY Love 4 U Is My Heart Glue

-Suffering-
Is Th pain Zat hurt
N Made Me Can'T MelT
Zats WHat We FelT
N It WIll Be Ur GuilT

-Hatred-
Zats Wht I Saw
Wht I Know
Zats How U Go
N WHt U Draw
All I Have 2 Say Is " I Told You So " ...

-NightMares-
In IT You Kill Me WiTh A Knife
,You LeT Pain N Sorrow Enter My Life
,You Look AT Me N Say Damn You I'll Never Be Your Wife
,Then You Give Your Self A High Five
N Go To Your MonsTer N Drive

-Lies-
TheY R On Ur Face
MovinG WiTh A Grace
From a Place To Place
Like They R In a Race
N TheY Don'T Leave A Trace To Chase
In This Case
Doing NoThing Is a GOoD FaitH

-My Life-
ITs So CompliCaTed
IT Makes Me OverraTed
I Can'T Realize That I'm FaTed
,I JusT Can'T HaTe iT
,It Can'T Be PainTed
N ForEver I Have To Take IT,NoT Make It RenTed
Cuz One Day I Will STop IT
N ASk How It Ended

-Memories-
R JSt A Tiny Spark
I Can See Them In Th Dark
They Were Ur BeauTiful Mark
BuT U Turned Them Into A Wild Shark

-Damage-
Is all Zat It lefT
In THis DrifT
Bcuz Of Our RifT
THis Was Ur GifT

-Light-
Zats Wht I Hoped
WHt I Dropped
Zats How U Looked
N WHt U Mopped

-FuTure-
ABouT IT I'm NoT OpTimisTic
N I'm NoT PessimisTic
I'm JusT Leaving Every THing To Life's JoysTick
N Try To Be A Lill BiT RealisTic

-Mercy-
Is Your Name
Thats How You Came
BuT Now You Aren'T The Same!
You Made Me Take The blame
For SomeThing You Called Your Aim
This Is JusT A Shame
You Made IT All A Game
N You Made An Excuse That Is So Lame
That You Want No.1 In The Hall Of Fame..!

-YOu-
YOu R STill Running In Me
You Grow FasTer Zan A Tree
2 Me U R Bigger Zan A Sea
N WIz U I'll Be Free
Cuz U Have My HearT's key
N U Will Enter It WizouT paying Any Fee

-Your Eyes-
R My Only Book
R My Luck Rock
U Turned THem Ento A Shock
N U Made Me Have A Painful Look

-Your Voice-
IS What I HEar
What Makes Me Laugh,WhaT Makes Me Tear
What U Have In Ur Gear
N WHt U Have SenT 2 Me Ear

-Your Touch-
IS Wht I Miss
What Brought Me From DeaTh
Wht U Used 2 Remove Any Mess
N WHt I FelT ARound Me Wiz Ur Kiss

-Your Kiss-
Its Like FLying Under Th Rain
It Makes Me A Jumping Insane
It Makes Me Want It Again
BuT UnforTunaTely U Made It All In vain
, U Made LoneliNeSs Is All I Can Gain
N Now I Feel pain In My Brain
BeCasue You Makes IT Wane N Drain
N My Blood Now Looks Like a Grain

-Your Life-
There Is NoThing I Can Say
You JusT Made Me PaY
For Today N Every Day
For SomeThing Is In Your Way
Cuz All You WanT To Do Is Lay N Play
N HAve Fun In KillinG Me .. Your Prey !

-My Love-
IT Will Never Be A WasTe
BecaUse IT Wasn'T A HasTe
,IT Can'T Be EraseD
,Even If U R A Two-Faced
,WiTh IT My HearT Displaced
I Knew ITs TasTe
ThaTs Why You Can'T be Replaced
Cuz You Are WhO I Embraced
N U Were My hearT's GuesT
U JsT WanTed 2 ResT
N U Deserve It Cuz U R Th BesT

Again

2009-10-07T10:40:00.000-07:00

Here We STarT It Again
We SuppoSe 2 B In Pain
Cuz ZaTs WhT We Gain
WHeN We STanD In Rough Rain
ThT HiTs Our Brain
N Make Th Pain BcomE Main
,Grows Like A Grain
,FasTer Zan A Train
N Even FasTer Than A Plane

HuG

2009-09-30T10:52:00.000-07:00

I Wanna B A Thug
NoT 2 Steal ANy Lug
But 2 B like alaa din's Rug
Fast Like A Bug
2 Grab U Wiz A Hug
N Feel So Snug

WordS

2009-09-30T10:45:00.000-07:00

Words
I Will Start Wiz Em
Words
I Cant Find Em
Words
R GeTTin OuT Of My MouTh
Words
R GeTTin Bounce N Bounce
Words
StraTs Wiz MadNeSs
Words
Ends Wiz SadNeSs
Words
R Walking In My Mind
Words
I Jst CanT Find
Words
R So Obvious
Words
N NoT Even A lill Devious
Words
R AbouT U
Words
CanT Describe U
Words
R JsT Three
Words
R GeTTin Free
Words
R Comin 2 U
Words
R " I LovE U "

MiXeD FeElinGs

2009-09-03T15:00:00.000-07:00

Mixed feelings
R taking over me
I knw some things
But i jst cnt feel it
Mixed feelings
R taking over me
I knw wht i c
But i jst cnt say it
Mixed feelings
R taking over me
I knw wht i feel
But its jst isnt it
Mixed feelings
R taking over me
I knw wht i want
But i jst cnt have it
Mixed feeling
R taking over me
I knw th truth
But i jst cnt believe it
Mixed feelings
R taking over me
I knw how u feel
But i cnt b sure of it
Mixed feelings
R taking over me
I knw wht 2 do
But i jst cant do it
Mixed feelings
R taking over me
I knw wht 2 say
N iam jst saying it
Mixed feelings
R taking over me
BuT I JsT Don CarE AbouT It...

ThiNkinG Of U...

2009-07-05T03:27:00.000-07:00

Thinking Of U
Thts All Zat I Do
MiSsing U
Thts Wht IaM Into
Lying @ U
Cuz I Have 2
Believing In U
Cuz U R So True
Crying From U
Cuz U Said No
Loving U
Cuz Tht Is Wht Ma Heart Know
LeaVing U
Only Cuz U Said So
N Cuz Thts Wht U Wanna Do...

If No OnE Do...Why I...

2009-06-02T18:13:00.000-07:00

If No OnE CaRes        Why Do I CaRE                           ?!
If No OnE AloNE        Why IAm ALoNE                           ?!
If No OnE TheRe        Why IAm HeRe                            ?!
If No OnE Li$TEns      Why IAm SpeaKinG                        ?!
If No OnE BleeDs       Why I’ve LOsT My BlooD                  ?!
If No OnE TeaRs        Why My FaCe Is So WeT                   ?!
If No OnE FeEls        Why I AcT LikE Tht TheRe IS SomE One Do ?!
If No OnE DroWns       Why IAm OuT Of BreaTh                   ?!
If No OnE UndeRStanD   Why I TrY 2 ExplaiN                     ?!
If No OnE ReMemBeRs    Why I DON WaNt 2 ForGeT                 ?!
If No OnE RealiZes     Why I KEeP TalkinG                      ?!
If No OnE HurTs        Why IAm So AfraId Of PaIn               ?!
If No OnE TrUthFul     why DO I BelieVe                        ?!
If No OnE ConVinCEs    Why I’ve 2 ProVe                        ?!
If No OnE FighTs       Why Do I DeFenSe                        ?!
If No OnE HidEs        Why I KEeP CheCK EveRy PlaCe            ?!
If No OnE PreTenDs     Why I BeliEve Their LieS                ?!
If No OnE SelFiSh      Why I FeEl So NeGlecT                   ?!
If No OnE ReGreTs      Why Do I SuFfEr FrOm PeoPle             ?!
If No OnE TruStFul     Why I TrUsT EveRy OnE                   ?!
If No OnE LoVEs        Why I LovE…                             ?!

CnT U RealiZe...?!

2009-05-05T08:57:00.000-07:00

WhEn I LOoK @ Ur EyEs,
I C Tht U CanT ReCoGniZe,
FroM My TruTHs"My LovE" N Ur LieS"Ur Love",
N U CaNt ReaLizE,
Tht U R Th 1 Who Will RiSe,
CuZ U HaVe All The LieS,
Tht MaKes Ma HeaRt AlwaYs DieS,
N Be SuRrounDeD By A BunCh Of FlieS,
FroM Th Big SiZe...
"RealLY LiFe Is So WisE"

PaIn

2009-04-19T15:36:00.000-07:00

I EaT PaiN LikE My usual Meal
Cuz FrOm Nw On I WonT Feel
N Thi$ FucKin HeaRt WonT Heal
I Still WiSh THt This I$ NoT Real
N I`ll LoCk It All Wiz A DarK Seal
N WiZ THiS DarkNeSs I`ll Deal
2 Hit ME Wiz A NaileD WheEl
N Kill ME Wiz Its SteEl
StiLl B7bk I KnoW U Don Care
Bs BarDo I WilL LoVe U 4 EvEr
B7bK Ya Ra7mA

DeAtH Is HeRe...

2009-04-19T15:32:00.000-07:00

DeAth Is AroUnD
WaiTinG 4 A SoUnD
Tht HurT Ur EaR LikE A ShArP PoUnD
Or HurT LikE AloT Of HouNd
N WheN He FoUnD
WhO He WaNT 2 SurRoUnD
He WilL TaKe It DeEp In Th GroUnD
N PuT HiM On A BonEs BoUnD

Can U FeEl Me...?!

2009-03-26T07:11:00.000-07:00

Can U FeEl Me?

I FeEl $o MucH PaiN
,It HuRts My BraiN
,It MakeS It WaNe
N MaKe$ Me InsaNe

Can U FeEl Me?

I FeEl $o AloNe
Tht Seem$ likE AtoNe
WheN I TalK On Th PhoNe
WiZ a SouL I$ My OwN

Can U FeEl Me?

I FeEl $o DespAiR
ThiS 1 Is $o CleAR
U Can SmeEl It iN The AiR
N FeEl It MovE Ur HaiR
I SweAr ThiS I$ UnfAiR
4 Me N 4 HeR
N I DOn DARe
2 Say Tht I Don CARe

Can U FeEl Me?

I FeEl $o MaD
,IT MaKes Me BaD
N So UnglAd
4 MakinG U SaD

Can U FeEl Me?

I FeEl $O FaiTh
WheN I C Ur FacE
Tht 4 It I`ll RacE
In AnywaY N Any PlacE
Till I ApoloGizE WiZ aGrAcE

Can U FeEl ME?

I FeEl $o MucH FeaR
,I BaggeD My War`s GeaR
N MakEd It 2 Me $o NeaR
N I`ll Go N Wont Come Bk HerE
EvEn If U WhisPereD In My EaR
N TolD Me "plz Don Go My DeaR"
IaM SrY BuT Plz Don TeaR

Can U FeEl ME?

I FeEl $o LosT 2daY
N I Wont Go AwaY
EveN If U WannA PlaY
BuT I May
If U wAnt 2 PraY
2 MaKe Me $taY
AwaY FrOm Ur WaY

Can U FeEl Me?

I FeEl $o WanT 2 FlY
2 LOoK @ Ur EyE
FrOm ThiS WoneRfUl SkY
N TelL U Wiz No LiE
"4 U I`ll DiE
N ArounD U I`ll SpY"

Can U FeEl Me?

I FeEl $o In LovE
Its NoT JsT AnorMal LovE
Its $O AboVe LoVe
I LOvE U
N I MiSs U
Iam SurE Of ThiS OnE 2
N WhEn I C U
I WonT leT U Go
EveN If U WanT 2
ThT$ My NeW LaW
$o Deal Wiz It Or ScrEam "HELL NO"
$O

Can U FeEl Me Nw...?!

I $tIll Don THinK $o...

LoNeLiNe$s

2009-03-21T03:18:00.000-07:00

LoneIneSs
It$ Th FeElinG Tht We FeEl WhEn We R ScAreD
It$ Th PaiN Tht In Our CheSt Tht MakE Us WannA Die
It$ Tht THinG Tht Make EverY ThinG ArounD Us GeT BlaCK
It$ Th DarKneSs Tht Wont LeaVe Us
It$ Th NobOdY Tht $tay Wiz Us When No 1 ArounD
PeoPlE HaTe It But TheY Don KnoW Wht It Can Do 4 Us
ThEY ThiNk Its PainFuL BuT Th ReaL ThiNg No 1 C It
LoneLineSs GiVe Us PowEr 2 LosE HoPe
PoWeR 2 Avoid EverY THing PainFul or LoveAblE
PoWeR 2 C Our ReaL SelvEs N TakE ConTroL Of IT
N
PoWeR 2 Be FeElinGleSs 4 EvErY ThiNg In THi$ LifE
BuT
WheN LonEliNeSs GonE
ThT MeaN OnLy OnE ThinG
Tht We FouNd OuR SouLmAtE
We FouNd OuR TruLy LovE
We FouNd EveRy THiNg
We FounD LifE
TheN N OnlY TheN
We Can FeEl AnyTHinG
WiZOut PaiN
WizOut SufFriN
N
WiZ OuR OnE N OnlY LovE
2 Live HappY
N Die SmiLiNg

Rain$

2009-03-19T05:23:00.000-07:00

it rains
rains over us
rains here and there
its so cold n clear
i know its not real
i know tht those r my tear
i know why i feel this fear
cuz i don wanna be here
i want 2 be wiz u my dear
i want 2 feel tht u r here
i want 2 hear ur voice in my ear
i just want u here
i want 2 feel this 4 real
4 one more time
i just don wanna be alone
i want u home
i want u wiz me
i want u 4 me
i realy want u ya RomA
MiSs U AwiIi :'(

Th FeAr In Me

2009-03-13T10:20:00.000-07:00

TeaR$ R AlL OvEr My EyE$
It$ NoT FrOm My CrIeS
It$ FrOm My Lie$
Tht Pu$h Me UndEr N UnDeR
N MakE Th DarKneSs I$ GeTtIn StrOnGeR
N My FeAr I$ GrOwIn LonGeR
N HuRt LikE A DamN ThunDeR
WhY U R $o FaR AwaY
AlL I Do Is PrAy
2 C U iN AnY WaY
2 MaKe u Tru$t In Me
N MakE me Be FreE
FroM My LoneLineSs
N My DeStinY

CnT ExplAiN

2009-01-28T01:48:00.000-08:00

There i$ Sth tht I cnt quite Explain
I feel this horrible Pain
Tht hurt like a fire Flame
N hit my head like a Heavy Rain
It make me feeless 2 my Brain
I even forgot my Name
I want 2 stop this Game
Its not funny its Lame
I wont play it Again
I really miss my Frame
Tht dont make me the Same
This frame is ur eyes Flame
Tht make u in my heart is The Main
N I swear tht my love 4 u 4 ever will Remain
Thts why I don care about any Blame
I only care about u 2 not 2 Wane
B7Bk

HeArT ?!

2009-01-28T01:36:00.000-08:00

Heart
Wht is it like?
People r not askin thi$ Quest !
Why...r they know it well?!
Don think so...
Heart is not like we just think
Its not just tht thing the push blood 2 our bodies
Or just bring us love
Its tht thing tht in our chest n bring us pain
Its the sweet thing tht make us suffer
Its tht thing tht make us hurt
Tht make us lose hope
Lose faith
Be disappointed
Feel the despair
Give us life but most important give us death
Its tht make us feel lonely
Or feel unsafe
It might be the most important part in our bodies
It might be tht thing tht makes us alife till now
But from where i stand
From the view i see
Its the important thing tht make us recognize
Tht we have 2 feel pain 2 live in this world
Recognize tht there is nothing we need in this life
Beside our truly love
Thts why
I need you ya ROMA
I need you

B7BK
wallhi el 3azeem talta B7bAAAAAAAAAAK
:D

HapPY BirtHD@y Y@ ROMAaA

2009-01-05T07:15:00.000-08:00

2 day is ur day
it will be on ur way
all u have 2 do is just say
if u want 2 play
or u want 2 sway
&
we will just pray
2 make it different from any monday
2 make it perfect in ur way
so in the end
i will stay say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
YA
ROMAAAA
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Be@t$..."RoMA & F02$h@"

2009-01-03T12:03:00.000-08:00

BeAts..BeAtS..aL oVeR mY hEaRt
u in my heart are making a mark
marks dat will last for ever
2 me its the same as abig river
all over da years i looked for my heart
n finally i found it with ur heart
ur heart dat makes mine alive
n make my heart easy 2 drive
DrIvE tO wHeRe It NeVeR tHoUgHt
drive 2 the love that i never caught
n to the feelings i never thought
the feeling that u only brought
ur speechless love for me dat makes me fly
fly 2 the sky 2 look into ur eye
ur eye dat i first met n made mine cry
just 2 cry with no lie
in my heart u will always ly
around u i will always spy
n to ur heart i'll never lie
u r my pie,u r my eye
u r my dream n true love
i want u with me like my glove
to inspire me in my life
2 avoid the blade of the knife
ur strength makes me stronger
it makes my hope hold longer
n da minute i see u i wonder
i wonder why u 2 my heart is a thunder
n to my life is a charger
a charger & a changer
u r my soulmate n my angel
u r my angel u r my lover
luv yah

P.$.
ROMA started...Then Me....till the end like this

OnlY U

2008-12-28T05:34:00.000-08:00

Iam Crazy About U
Iam Happy Because of U
I Only Dream Of U
I Think Only About U
I Can`t Be Mad At U
Or Even Because Of U
I Will Never Hurt U
I Will Never Lie At U
Iam Nothing Without U
I Swear I Mi$$ U
I Swear I Love U
Just Look At That
There Is Nothing In My Life
Is Important 2 Me Like U
My Whole Life Is Belong 2 U
My Heart Beat Only 4 U
I Just Love U......U.....U
And Only U
.........
.........
.........
B7baA@a@AaK

I WiLl ScRe@M "I LOVE U"

2008-11-25T06:25:00.000-08:00

For U I will SCREAM

SCREAM to let it OUT

OuT from MY HEART

MY HEART that is URS

URS is THE ONE

THE ONE that make mine BEATS

BEATS so STRONG

STRONG from ur LOVE

LOVE is what i FEEL

FEEL so hope & FAITH

FAITH about my LOVE

LOVE that will last FOR EVER

FOR EVER i will be WITH U

WITH U i will always SCREAM

SCREAM & say I LOVE U

I LOVE U FOR EVER

FOR EVER I LOVE

I LoVe U

2008-11-25T06:01:00.000-08:00

I CAN`T REGRET

For ur love i wont REGRET

For ur happiness iam not gonna REGRET

I CAN`T FEEL SICK

For ur smile i cant be SICK

For ur eye`s light i wont get SICK

I WILL PICK

A million flower for u i will PICK

A crazy picture for u i will always PICK :D

I WILL BE WET

For ur crying i will be WET

For u in the rain i will get WET

I LOVE TO GET HIT

For u i dont care if i get a HIT

To protect u i will take any HIT

I LOVE U

For ur heart I LOVE U

For ur smile I LOVE U

For ur eyes I LOVE U

For U

All of U

I LOVE U

I LOVE YOU ROMA

"فسي فسي فسي:-مصطفى هو اللي قال كدة :S :D "

He WiLl ReGrEt "NoT So GoOd"

2008-10-19T06:17:00.000-07:00

I saw U SaD

I konw U R MaD

I love TO TrAdE

To take UR SaD

TO wait FOR BaD

TO go with A BlAdE

TO get the BaD

AnD

MaKe him ReGrEt

FoR making U SaD

JuSt OnE

2008-10-18T06:06:00.000-07:00

R----------->Is For A RoSe

ThAt i have to give a billion of for every day you make me happy in it

O----------->Is FoR OrIgInAl

BeCaUsE you can`t be fake

M----------->Is FoR MaZe

ItS the same shape of my brain when i think about you

A----------->Is FoR AdD

BeCaUsE u added ur self to me and now u r apart of me

AND

JUST

ONE

ROMA

i WaiT

2008-10-18T05:52:00.000-07:00

I WaiT to see u WiTh HoPe

I DiE to save u WiTh HaPpInEsS

I SuffeR to make u happy WiTh PaIn InSiDe

I KilL to take ur rights WiTh CoNfIdEnT

I LooK to ur eyes WiTh No ThInKiNg

I ListeN to ur cries WiTh A BrOkEn HeArT

I ListeN to ur laugh WiTH A CrAzY SmIlE

I LooK to ur smile WiTh OpEn HeArT

I WaiT

AnD

I Will never lose HoPe

ShE Is My AnGeL,ShE Is My RoMa

2008-10-16T09:21:00.000-07:00

you are just like an angel to me

you make me feel safe

you make me feel happy

you make me feel a wave
a wave of hope comin to my heart

and

it have a message it say

u will be happy 4 ever

because she look at u with her sweet eyes

because she look at u with her amazing smile

because she is gonna change ur life for ever

because she is an angel

and

the important reason

that

because she is ra7ma

the the sweetest one u will ever know

she is my angel

she is my hope

she is my life

she is my source of happiness

she is my crazy romaaaaaa

FoR RoMa

2008-10-14T06:46:00.000-07:00

I CAN`T feel my PAIN

I CAN`T feel the RAIN

I CAN`T see my BRAIN

I ONLY feel ur eyes FLAME

AND

I ONLY suffer from ur PAIN

.......

UR pain to the fire flame always WIN

SO PLZ

PLZ

DON`T FEEL SAD

THAT IF

ONLY.....IF

U CARE A LITTLE A BOUT MY PAIN

PS: YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND FOR EVER

ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAA

U REALLY R

ThE NeW Me

2008-10-14T06:27:00.000-07:00

In one Way i Will just Say

That it Just May that U will Pay

I know U will Pay at The end Of the Day

By the Way U have to Pray To save Ur Day from My anger`s Play

But

It will Be hopless Try becaus U have To Pay

Any way U r Gonna Say that Iam not The one to Play

GO TO HELL

AND

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY

ThanX

2008-09-30T19:14:00.000-07:00

Thanx

Thanx for every one have hated me

ThanX for every one have showed me the life

ThanX for every one have lied at me

ThanX for every thing have make me feel pain

ThanX for all the people i know for showing me how to live

ThanX for u and just u for makeing me know how to avoid every thing i hate

ThanX for all my friends for shuting me up

ThanX for my evil me that learned me how not to trust in other

ThanX

..........

ThanX for just me for pushing hope into my heart

ThanX.........

ThanX

GAME OVER"this my first reall poem"

2008-09-09T06:22:00.000-07:00

Iam Not Like The Hall Of Fame
Every One For Me Is The Same
And
I Can`t Trust In Any Lame
Because
In The End They Give U The Plame
And
Iam Not Gonna Break To This Game
Because
In My Mind Life Is The Same
It Give You Happness But It Takes Ur Name
It Might Give U a Chance
But
In The End Its Just a Game
You Will Never Regret
But
U Will Be The Same
But
Any Way It Will Just Say
GAME OVER
Try Again

WhY

2008-09-08T14:54:00.000-07:00

Why Iam Always Wrong
Why Every Right Thing I Do Is Wrong
Why Every Wrong Thing I Do Prove That Iam Always Wrong
Why Every "Sorry" I Say Is unforgivable

Why Every Unforgivable Thing I Do Make Every One Hate Me More
What If Iam Really Wrong
Then
What I Have To Do
What If Iam Right
Then
What I Have To Do
What If Iam Wrong
And
Every Body Wrong As Well
Then
What I Have To DO
Why Every One Do Something Wrong
Iam The One Who Suppose To Make Things Right
But
THe Weird Thing
That
When I Make Things Right
Iam Still Wrong
Iam Still Bad
Is It Me
Or
My Behavior
Or
The Others
Or
Thier Behavior
.....
!!!!!
Who Iam Asking
For Sure
Its

JUST

.......................................................................

LIFE

LiFe Is LiKe A mAzE

2008-08-12T09:57:00.000-07:00

life is like a maze shaped like a ball.

where ever you go

you will back to the same point.

what ever you do

you will still in this maze even if you can fly

but if you can fly you will be more hopeless

because now you are sure that this maze have no end

but now you know what you have to do

just like every one in this maze

you just have to wait till some one love you

make you forget that you are lonely

but

i just have to wait till ....

more people hate me

i think i was flying too much

or maybe its just me

LiVe YoUr PaIn

2008-08-12T09:52:00.000-07:00

one day u will forget the pain and you will start to hurt the other

in another day you will stop hurting other and regret for the past

next second you will forget the past and you will wait till the hope come

when the hope come you will know that life have to be full of pain to see hope

in this moment you will know that pain is good and you will smile for ever

good luck

Broken HearT

2008-02-27T06:34:00.000-08:00

This is Me

This is How i Like to Be

I like to Be alone

I like to Hear a tone

A tone that Makes me Sad

A tone that Makes me Realize

Realize that Life is Bad

Life is Suppose to Make me Sad

I don`t Know if it Only wants Me

But i know That life Doesn`t work With Me

I tried to Deal with It

But it Always ignore Me

Idon`t Think That i talk about Life

I think I talk About you

Because you Are my LIFE

You are My SOUL

You are My SADNESS

You are My BLACK HALL

I DO"NOT" KNOW

2008-02-25T04:45:00.000-08:00

I DON`T KNOW why you hate me

I DON`T KNOW why you don`t trust in me

I DON`T KNOW why i left you

I DON`T KNOW why i feel alone

I DON`T KNOW why you far away

I DON`T KNOW why you don`t love me

I DON`T KNOW why iam not feeling free

I DON`T KNOW why iam your prisoner

I DON`T KNOW why iam suffring

I DON`T KNOW why i left you

I DON`T KNOW why iam feeling that i love you

BUT

I DO KNOW that you hate me

I DO KNOW that was for our best

This Is My First Words

2008-02-23T04:56:00.000-08:00

My Heart is Pure

You Makes Me Cure

But Some Times it Hurt

When You Are Not Around

But You Always Make it Fix

When I Hear Your Sound

Its From Your Breath

That Always Make Me Feels

Feels What I Can`t See

Perhaps The Animals Under The Sea

Or The Birds When its Free

Or Your Eyes When You Look at Me

I Think it Must be Me

Because Your Hateness is Gonna To Kill Me

Now I know The Truth

Now I Will Say Goodbye..Goodbye