Sinking-BoaT

Ookey?!
so i'm a liar now,i've changed or wht ?!
do i miss her,or i just don't care?!
she totally forgot me,or i just forgot my self ?!
i guess everything was harder than i thought!
even harder than saving our damaged-sinking boat!
it wasn't a relation-ship full of love
it was a love-ship full of relations
there was happiness...there was sadness
like any other ship,there was fighting,there was peace
when we ended a part,we asked our hearts
then we got back again to calm the fighting flame
But at the shore,the ship sank
we saw the land and i graped her hand
when the waves threw us out
there was a second of doubt
what have changed?!
we have lost something there!
was it the ship?!
or its love?!
maybe our relations?!
i should ask my heart about that..
but where was it ?!
and then the second of doubt vanished
and the evanescence began
with the sound of cracking
everything went blur
and i wasn't sure...about wht i should do!
but now i know..i can do nothing but letting this go
letting this fade
because unfortunately thats my life,My destiny,my fate